
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Fractured noses aren't so fun...

Saturday, November 28, 2009
New plans...
Change of plans….
Last night was a really interesting experience interpreting for the Friday night church service…. It was one of those nights where everything was going wrong with worship and lots of technical difficulties and everyone up front knew it, but we faked it and smiled and stalled so no one in the audience knew. Gotta love those moments. Everything went well with interpreting, it’s all calm and quiet and everyone is listening and the speaker pauses to let me interpret… but then come the announcements which is always chaos. Whoever has an announcement to make for their school or ministry stands up and yells it out, and I have to interpret them from up front… which makes it a little difficult when everyone is laughing and clapping at what they said in Spanish, and when I interpret no one can hear and all the English speakers and straining their necks to read my lips. It’s chaos, and I can barely hear sometimes. Which makes for some interesting interpreting. Like when one girl stands up and announces she cuts hair (“corte de cabello”) and cracks a joke so everyone who understands Spanish is laughing, but I can’t hear her finish and I interpret that she is going horseback riding (“andar de caballo”) and the bilingual people who hear me start cracking up and it’s even more chaos. Or like when everyone is tired of standing up and sitting down, and someone starts praying for the offering, and they say something like “I know you’ve gotten your exercise for the night, but let’s stand up again to pray” (exercise = “ejercicio”), but I am trying to fix my broken microphone and think she’s praying and getting all spiritual and passionate, and I say all passionately “Ohhh yes Jesus we exalt your name” (the words for exercise and exalt sound similar) and Lindsey starts cracking up in the front row and so I lose my concentration even more… good times. My vote is that we make a newsletter or something for the announcements. Please.
Ok so two weeks left of this school, which is CRAZY. I have loved living here during this school way more than during the DTS, I think because I am used to how things work here, the things that were weird and hard for me before (like their lame washing machines that don’t really wash your clothes, or eating the same thing every week over and over, or the strict schedule), and my Spanish is better, and I love my leaders this school (didn’t really connect with my DTS leaders as much). This time has been so much revelation, so much healing, so many promises from the Lord… He has really revealed Himself to me in new ways and I feel closer to Him than ever. Having His Word as the guide and the foundation to everything in my life and the final say on all my decisions, big and small, has really changed the way I think and my priorities.
Something else new is… I’m going to Bolivia! After a LOT of prayer and even fasting, I decided to finally listen to what I knew God was telling me a while ago, and I am going on the outreach with my school from January to mid-March to Bolivia. I LOVE my team, I am really excited to go to Bolivia and work in the home for abused children there, and with the YWAM base in Santa Cruz, I’m excited to see the next step of this process and I know it’s not over yet. Yes, I am coming home for Christmas for 2-3 weeks (Dec. 15th-end of Jan.)… but no, it’s not over yet. It’s been the most amazing time of my life here, in friendships, in learning Spanish, in investing in the base and the kids here, in discovering so much more of who I really am, who my God really is, what He’s done for me and who I am in Him. The last thing I was to do is cut this process short because it wasn’t in MY plans to go on the outreach. Isaiah 42:6-7 were the verses that really sealed the deal for me… “I am the Lord, I have called you in righteousness, I will hold you by the hand and watch over you, and I will appoint you as a covenant to the people, as a light to the nations, to open blind eyes, to bring out prisoners from the dungeon and those who dwell in darkness from the prison.” This verse is not just for the outreach but for my life! When we have the truth and light of who God is and the freedom we have in Him, when we are healed and whole, we can bring this freedom, light and healing to others and restore relationships, families, cultures and nations. I believe that, and I want to fulfill my part in that calling.
Please pray for me to finish strong, to keep focused and not be homesick (I CANNOT listen to Christmas music here yet or I wont make it!), to soak in everything God has to teach me now (it’s not over yet!), for finances, health and travel in preparing for the outreach (for every team and every student and leader). Also pray for all the couples here who are getting married in the next two months (there’s 4 in my school, and my friend Maia is marrying her Brazilian love Beto in two weeks – crazy).
Thanks for your support and prayers!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Hailing?
Monday, November 2, 2009
March for Jesus
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The Chinese blondie
The past two weeks we have had a guest teacher from Uraguay, whose ministry in deliverance has made a huge impact on many lives, including my own. Tio Daniel (Uncle Daniel) as we call him, is a tiny man with a mighty anointing – he is not afraid to speak the truth and his messages on the spiritual reality we live in are very eye-opening. The main point of the two weeks was that the spiritual reality is more real than the physical reality we live in, and only by bringing light to the darkness (truth to the lies) can we truly walk in freedom. Jesús cast out demons and told us to cast out demons in His name, and I think we can all agree that the devil has a huge hold on all aspects of all societies all over the world. He has twisted what God created for good into something evil and perverted, and with the Holy Spirit we can untwist them and live free! By taking the truths of the Word of God, declaring them in our lives, cutting ties with the enemy, renouncing things that the enemy has a hold on in our lives, and walking in the truth (remaining in the truth!!), we can live in the freedom Christ died to give us.
It was in intense week with a lot of healing, confession, memory- and soul-searching, crying out to the Lord, studying the truth of His Word, fighting intense and deep-rooted spiritual battles, and the class came out of the two weeks in victory – the last class session ended with a worship time where we were literally dancing and yelling out praise in victory to our God. He is so big! Honestly these two weeks have been very transformative, and God’s strength, grace and gentleness in healing keeps surprising me.
This week has also been really fun since we had an Asian Dinner to celebrate a missions trip a school from the base took to China. We all dressed up Asian (which was super funny because the average South American has never even met an Asian, and all they know of Asian culture is from Pokemon, Mulan, Hello Kitty and anime. Their ideas about Asian culture are pretty hilarious!) I actually won third place in the costume contest, and am now known as “China Rubia” (“the Chinese blondie”). The School of Biblical Studies showed a slide show of pictures from their trip, informed us of Asian customs and culture, made Chinese food for dinner, and had an open-mic kind of talent show. The traditional dance by the Columbian students was amazing!
But the best part of the night was actually a surprise to me – they called me up to interpret at the last minute. I was nervous at first, since it was in front of the entire base, including the directors and leaders, and all the “real” interpreters, but it ended up being so great to practice for real and see that I can do it! I even translated from English to Spanish for a few minutes for a girl from the States who was explaining the drama her group presented in the show. Didn’t think I would be doing that dressed as a geisha! At least my face was painted white cause I’m pretty sure my face turned red more than once when I messed up or couldn’t think of the right word. But everyone said I did great and two of the interpreters who are like spiritual dads to me both told me I should keep praying about it as a gift and something God can use in the future.
I have been praying for the Lord to open my ears, sharpen my mind and loosen my tongue so I can do the job well, and also for more opportunities to interpret if He wants me to do it. And the next day I was called up again to interpret something for the main interpreter! It was so fun, I absolutely love doing it. There is something about bridging the communication gap and making the information accessible to everyone that I love, and God has given me such a real LOVE for the Spanish language.. I am honestly in love with it and want to keep learning more and more. We’ll see where it all ends up!
Keep praying for our school as we study occults, new age, Free Masonery, and world religions this week. It keeps us on our toes. Also keep Daisy in your prayers as she continues radiation and chemo this week. She is only six and SO precious, I can’t stand the thought of her going through chemo, losing her hair, being in such pain. PRAY!
Her family’s blog is at http://prayfordaisy.tumblr.com/.
Also please pray for me for guidance for the future… I have been praying about coming back here in January to work as a staff with a DTS and interpreting… also the outreach for this school is going on from Jan- March, which is a possibility, and of course my original plan of coming back to Santa Barbara and “settling down” at least for a few months. It’s in God’s hands.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
TGIS - Thank God it’s Saturday. Even though Saturday means classes ALL day (double class sessions on a sunny Saturday and I can see the ocean from the classroom window, it’s just not right), it has been an amazing week and I’m thankful we had classes today because they were the best classes so far. We studied the Israelites’ temple and altar, which ushered in the presence of God in their midst, and how their process of rebuilding the temple and altar mirror our process of rebuilding your heart, mind and life to be in God’s presence continually, which was a really incredible comparison.
First the Israelites came out of captivity and slavery to their enemies because of their repentance, which we need to have in humility and brokenness to be free from sin and turn back to the Lord. We have to be broken down in order to be rebuilt.
Next they were attacked and intimidated by their enemies, who told them they can’t rebuild the temple, which the enemy always wants to do in our lives and prevent us from being in God’s presence. They stopped for 16 YEARS then finally got a word of encouragement and got their faith moving again and rebuilt the temple.
But the Lord’s presence couldn’t be with them until they made a radical change. They had disobeyed God and taken foreign wives, so they had to remove them from their land. Basically they had to kick out tons of their own wives and children in order to be true to God’s commandment of being set apart. It was sacrificial, painful, and seemed cold-hearted but it was worth the pain to have God’s presence back among His people.
The question was, “What do you need to radically renounce in your life, no matter how painful it may be, in order to be set apart for the God who took you out of slavery to sin and made you His child? What do you need to clean our of your heart so God’s presence can be with you and give you the abundant life you were created to have? How long have you stopped rebuilding your heart as God’s temple because you listened to the lies of the enemy?”
Good class.
It takes heart-searching and giving up and breaking points, but to have God’s presence in your heart and with you day to day is worth whatever lame thing you need to give up that only hurts you and others anyways. So worth it.
We’ve also been looking a lot at emotions, and how living by your emotions will only destroy your life. Emotions are real but they aren’t always the truth. We are called to live according to the truth, which is God’s Word and character, led by His Spirit, followed by our minds and emotions. Imagine if we did. How different our daily life would be, instead of riding a roller coaster of emotions, trusting His truth and his Spirit, obeying and enjoying the good things that He has for us.
“Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord”... Zechariah 4:6
PS- leading worship actually went great. I knew all the words - I think I practiced them in Spanish so much that I knew the Spanish verses better than in English!